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Not Quite 30 Days!

Since my last post! So, I think monthly posts are where I am at right now. So, I will go for that. Then I am less likely to fail. Nothing truly new to report. Some queries sent, some rejections received. The usual in that regard.

I am making progress on our second edition of Valley of Plenty for the Jonstown Compendium on DTRPG. It’s the first of a 5 book campaign. Super excited to be working on it again and happy we will be releasing book one and maybe book two this year. Depends on our schedules. Shawn is a deadline.

Shawn, the husband, has a 2 book deal after all, and is working away on book 2. Eee! I am so excited for him. And I can’t wait for people other than me to fall in love with Enid and Nath!

Thursday is our 21st anniversary. That’s right, our marriage will soon be old enough to drink! I think it will be celebrating a lot.

Unlike us! Heh. Shawn works in the software industry and has been laid off again. But, he has leads and contacts and is sending out resumes and I am sure something will come up!

And, last night while falling asleep I had a whole long post worked out in my head. Today? This is it!

Thanks for stopping by. Next month, a teaser from my current project. Here’s a hint, I’ve been watching a LOT of Vincent Price movies lately.

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Here we go again!

As I said, an update! Many ups and downs over the last few years which is partly why this has been so dead. Hi, if you’re still here. :D Missed you!

I had a point where I was starting many, many things and finishing nothing. I was beginning to feel cursed. Haha. Curses aren’t real…excuse me, need to knock on wood and toss some salt. Anyway! I resolved to break the “curse” and with the assistance and encouragement of my husband and our best friend I was able to finish SHE WHO STORMS. They loved it. They encouraged me to go back out on query so here I am!

I have a half-complete novel I am feeling my way through, but for some reason as much as I love the characters and the setting I feel like it meanders and need to figure out what is wrong. So, in the meantime I am working on something else. Another thing I am super excited about. The title is REAWAKENING SABINA. And, yes, I will surely share an excerpt at some point, but I am still in the early stages, feeling my way around the three pov characters.

Back to SHE WHO STORMS I have a little excerpt to share. Not a big one. This has been a vague, meandering post, but my tooth hurts! Still, I am going to go for a nice weekly update here and figure out this blog thing again. In the meantime:

“You’re really her.” Vlasis held out a piece of bread smeared with fish paste and a hunk of salted beef. “I didn’t think you were real.”

“Few stories lack any truth.”

“But, I mean, my uncle told tales of you.”

“Was your uncle someone who fought?”

“Nah. He said he never did. Just knew a lot of people. Helped out sometimes with the militia in Mifiliks.”

Lots of people “assisted” militias. Usually, it was not simply giving them a place to sleep or a bit of food. Vlasis watched me as I took a bite of the bread and chewed. The bread was still fresh, so the paste wasn’t needed to chew with ease, but it added more sustenance and I’d had no dinner or breakfast so was thankful for it.

“What was your uncle’s name? Maybe I have heard of him.”

“Well, no one really knows him off Mifiliks.”

“I fought there. And the islands to either side. I’ve fought across this whole archipelago, k-” I coughed on the word I’d started to say. He was not the sort to take to being called kid. “Sorry.”

“My uncle is Ceranoh. He is the governor of Liliks province.” He paused there, likely waiting for me to say I’d never heard of him. The kid was wrong.

The name had me coughing again. I knew Ceranoh. He was a rat who’d sold out plenty for a bit of coin. That he was a governor did not surprise. Men like him turned into heroes of the people. His people. My own troops had fared less well under his contract, and I bit back a grin. Here was someone I’d be honored to add to my bag.

Vlasis stared at my continued silence, so I found a more staid grin before speaking.

“I do know your uncle. Perhaps if we pass that way I might stop in and say hello. I’m sure he won’t remember me from our time so long ago.” At first, I thought this was why he looked familiar, but I could not recall what Ceranoh looked like. He certainly didn’t act like him.

The kid laughed and spit breadcrumbs all over his tunic and mine. At least he looked ashamed. “Of course, he would remember you! I will never forget meeting She Who Storms. Shall I post a letter before we leave?”

“No, no,” I said with what I hoped was a casual wave of the hand holding my beef. “I wouldn’t want him to go to any trouble. Especially since I don’t know when I might make it. I can send a note when I reach Mifiliks.” And not have to fight my way through so many soldiers when I got there. I did not feel the need to kill those who had done nothing to me.

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Self-care and what I am doing.

There has not been a story posted in 12 days. I have 5 started, and unfinished, sitting in the cloud. They are mocking me and I hate them for that. 

Why is that? 

Well, November sucked. My husband's uncle died suddenly, he'd been ill, but we had no idea things were as bad as they were. The drama from that was intense and by the time we made it through I was exhausted.

By the time we began to recover, and right before Thanksgiving, we lost our beloved German Shepherd mix, Emma P Dog. We'd lived with her for 10 years and she was our rock through a LOT of bad times. It is still hard to remember she is no longer around. She was a helpful, wonderful dog to the end. 

We have gotten a new dog. We were intent on waiting, but our other pooch, Ellie Belly, and the boys, had a hard time. So, less than two weeks after we lost our beloved Emma, we acquired our new Kona Kona Dog. Well, Kona, but all our dogs have multiple names. She's a full blood German Shepherd and we drove a couple of hours to a rescue group to adopt her. Adopt, don't shop! 

All of this leads me to where I am now. 

I made myself finish NaNoWriMo. Like, forced myself to write anything. So, I thought I was ready to dive back into a big project and I am not. I WILL be finishing my alphabet project, but it will not be in December. Instead, as I research two new projects I am going to work on in 2018, I will push forward.

This is not a new problem, fyi, I am aware I tend to push forward when not ready. I've always tried not cause trouble, draw attention, bother people with my problems. Because, obviously, my problems do not need as much attention as others. Siiiiiigh. My husband is so super supportive with me, but I do still defer to his emotional state. I am working on it. He is helping as he can, but so much is up to me.

So, here I am, starting, to acknowledge I need this break. And, I know I will feel guilty about it and think I am failing, but I will do my best to answer that voice with the truth. And, that is, I deserve this break as much as anyone else. 

I will see you in 2018! Enjoy yourself, enjoy your time with your family and friends, and be good to yourself. I'm going to try.

 

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Welcome to October!

Yay! I may be pretty over my pumpkin spice addiction, but I still love pumpkin ice cream so rejoice! Also, it is finally cooling off here in Oklahoma. Thank goodness!

My dogs are enjoying the cooler weather. Emma, our eldest, will be taken off some of her meds now that summer is over. Ellie is not such a fan of winter, but will be glad when we are firmly out of thunderstorm time.

The kids are back in school. Things are going... well. Yes, that was cryptic. I am a mysterious woman!

Or, not so much!

This week is going to end on several high notes! First up is the Donner Party Reunion Tour from American Murder Song.  This year's costume is based on the song below. If they're playing near you, be sure and spring for a ticket. As awesome as their music is, the live show is 1000% better!

Get Tour Tickets Now: http://AmericanMurderSong.com/GetTickets Get The Complete AMS Experience on DVD & CD: http://bit.ly/AMS-Set These fine ballads of Murder are also available wherever you buy music iTunes - http://bit.ly/AMS-itunes-Donner-Party Amazon - http://bit.ly/AMS-amazon-Donner-Party Google Play - http://bit.ly/AMS-google-Donner-Party CD Baby - http://bit.ly/cdbaby-Donner-Party Or our website: http://AmericanMurderSong.com/music For more on American Murder Song, be sure to Follow The Mark: Facebook - https://facebook.com/thekillingplace/ Spotify - http://bit.ly/ams-spotify Twitter - https://twitter.com/thekillingplace/ Instagram - https://instagram.com/thekillingplace/ American Murder Song is a collection of original murder ballads by Terrance Zdunich and Saar Hendelman, the star of Repo!

 

Saturday we're driving to Muskogee to take the kids to the Castle in Muskogee for the Halloween event. We have passes to all the stuff that shouldn't scare them. Or me. I am a wuss. 

I'll write up both events next week! And might have decided what Nano project to work on by then. And, I have decided on my December project for my blog. Yay! 

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It's Blog Time! - What's My State?

I don't mean Oklahoma. 

So, where do things stand? 

1. I am actively querying Widowed Witch of the West as of today. OMG! Freaking out! I know it's a long road, but this first step is kinda freaking me out! 

2. I am working on Sanguine Road. My goal is to be done by November with the first draft. I know vampires are a hard sell, but I have faith in Lucy. Who is, after all, not a vampire. Although Emeric is and I adore his differences from other urban fantasy heroes. Early beta feedback on this story has been good so, fingers crossed!

3. For Nano, unless something derails me, I am writing a Copper and Riona novel. This will start after all of the short stories. I am still not sure what, if anything, I will do with those. Other than <3 them forever.

4. Kids are back in school which means my schedule changed. So, give me another month to be fully adjusted to that situation.

5. Next year seems so far away, but I am thinking I might spend some time finishing up the rewrite of Mad Baron. 

That is it for numbers. Here. Let me tease Sanguine Road a wee bit. 

Filthy, ancient carpet passed untouched under my feet as I ignored the sting of bleach in my nostrils to grab Emeric by the throat.  His hands came up, but he could not budge me. Nails dug into my skin, but he’s not my first. A human, or a wolf, would be out by now. Anything requiring air to function would gasp in my face and either fight more fiercely or give up.

Emeric, not needing air, damn the undead, continued to try to pry my fingers from his throat. If he dies, from my hand especially, there would be no payment. My fingers eased up and he took it the wrong way. A fist connected with my stomach and it was me who gasped.

I needed air. Right now, I had very little. Emeric tried to get the advantage, but I merely tightened my fingers again on his throat. His fangs were out and brown eyes were narrowed to tiny slashes in his handsome face.

My own fangs, far longer to contend with a prey who fought, were visible. The couple to the east of my room had stopped fighting. Some speck of animal in them had sprung to life and sent them to the far side of their room. They huddled together in the closet, barely breathing. The parking lot stood empty and I heard five different locks click into place.

Not even the bleach could hide the scent of Emeric. Not when I so desperately wanted to tear out his throat to show him the error of his way. If only he were food as well as prey.

“No.”

I released him, tore my arms from his nails and felt the sting of broken skin, and backed across the room. Time wasted while I fought. Every second could be the death of someone I loved. His nose didn’t even twitch at the scent of my blood. I’m no more food for him than he is for me.

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